today was combined run half costume.
AHHHH.
It seems like it's getting worse each week.
Can totally see that Ryan was not happy today...
heart shattered man... I kept doubting myself. Felt super low...then have to go dance waacking.
WAHHHH force myself to be happy... this emotion is supposed to belong to the clowns!!
I'm a DOLL!
Oh well...very ji dong today. Suddenly realised actually there's quite abit of stuff today I wasn't happy about.
Super mixed feelings....felt like crying.
UGHHH. Get over it man... WE CAN DO IT.
Be positive!!!((:

After run today, went to PS with bell to see if we could catch a glimpse of *sings Almost Paradise*LEE MIN HO!
it was damn crazy seriously...there were like so many fans they had to switch the escalator to going up so that no one could go down anymore. And since all the food were at the basement, we still had to go down to eat. It was almost 4pm and we didn't eat anything!!!!!!!AHHH. So we just went down the escalator that was going against our direction. I was like "Lift your legs!!!" to bell...cos it was easier to get down that way.HAHAHHAH. Then we decided to eat first before going to see if Lee Minho had arrived. Then we tried squirming our way through. And then announcement was made that THE EVENT WAS CANCELLED. Not like I'm disappointed...dunno if Bell was though. It's not 2pm so I'm totally ok...HAHA. There was a very kind security guard who told us that it was cancelled cos we didn't hear the announcement. HAHHA. Then when we went out, we saw some fans running outside. So we thought LMH was outside...so we walked. I didn't wanna run...HAHAHHA. And in the end!!

We found out that all of em were runnning like mad just for LMH posters =.=

WAHHHHH CRAZY!!!!

But made me think of how I used to chase 5566...HAHHAHA.
Now think about it...that was mad!~

Watched SYTYCD "Mad" choreo...
WAHHHH BEAUTIFUL...love the choreo....
my favourite choreo is still "Bleeding Love"...so emotional. Watch le can cry.
haha.

ahhhhh...waves waves waves...
push push push.

Waves 14 + Achiever's Function = stress
WASEHHHHH.
I need to help mix song and choreograph for Achiever's Function a.k.a MJ perf.
Omgeeee...and the parts that need to mix are so weird sometimes. I have a hard time figuring out. And then June Lin wants Thriller to end with a bang...then the back part of Thriller is like super long. Wavelength different... how to cut short!!!
Sian ah...then it's like the Beat It last part... want short but later says too short.
ERRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
haiyy. then need to choreo Billie Jean 1 min plus cut!!
I'm going to be superwoman...

plus LA... dunno if anything is going to change. then need to add choreo?!!!
AH... this totally sucks...
then popping also damn cui~~~~

and like WTH....
anyone can like understand abit anot??
my mum keeps nagging at me nonstop summore...

SIAN LEH.
why in the world am I complaining anyway?
almost 2 months of holiday...supposed to be enough.
But when I go back to school...I totally have no mood. Just waiting for school to end and go dance. Wanna study hard but feel like...
I'm going to graduate soon. Probably no more dancing for Waves?
WAH.
I think until so far.
But really I just lose all my enthusiasm when I think of graduation.
I only wanna graduate cos I really hate projects.
I'm still thinking if I actually like Banking.
When we all go out of SP, it's like time to face reality.
work work work.
I feel like I cannot get enough of dancing cos I haven't reached the level I wanna reach.
But it doesn't mean work then cannot dance right?
SIAN AH. Why think until so far!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WOOHOO.
I actually can cut music properly.
MJ Billie Jean and Beat It was cut todayyyy...
not bad man...doesnt sound weird at all.YAYYYYYY.

currently super addicted to 4minute's 'MUZIK'...
And their performances are so addictive.
Just like 2NE1~~~
And I got my 2NE1 CD !!!!!!!!!!
Thanks shinaaaa....
I like the whole album...AHHHH~~

I think I listen to alot of 2pm...
I dreamt of wooyoung in that weird hip-hop cum hanbok costume in Wild Bunny.
and we were talking...
dunno about what...but we were conversing.HAHAHHA.
why of all people wooyoung?! not that it's bad...
wooyoung's cute...haha. Jaebeom's cuterrrr~~~
fangirl fangirl~

YAYYYYYYYYYY.

new blogskin at last!

the previous one was seriously boring.

timetable sucks.
What's with the 8am classes! They suck.
I don't like waking up early anymore. I wanna at least be able to watch arirang or channel V before I go to school. At least I'll feel happier...haha.
next week is the last week of holidays...
RAHHH.
holidays pass too fast sometimes. I haven't got enough.
and I'm not looking forward to BD either. EW.
BD is such a useless module.

I don't even know if I'm supposed to look forward to the last semester.
I mean...it's the last last last period of poly life.
I don't really like school sometimes but I'll miss my friends...Amanda and company..HAHA.
and...OF COURSE. SDZ... my one and only life in SP.
haha.
everytime I dance...it's like getting away from stress.

Going to do this MJ perf thing for farewell assembly.
looking forward to it! YAY. but abit afraid as well...haha.

I miss 2pm.

why arent the 2ne1 TV videos up???? there's supposed to be more!!

ARGH. leave me alone man. let me dance.
it's my life. face it!

it's the 2nd week.

SEEEEEEE.

nothing.

ANYWAY, I'm officially jobless. I just quit my job... so that I can focus on waves and my last sem.. NEVER MIND. but really, I've got no income nowww!!!

and and and...
I was really super pissed off yesterday.
nothing to do with dance. maybe abit but not with training or whatever.
can you imagine spending like 3 years having every week with dance being nagged at to stop doing what you like or even going to hang out with your friends?

AISHHH...
This is what I'm supposed to be: A hardcore banker who earns a whopping amount of salary and just stays at home during free time and maybe watch the financial charts online.

This is what I'm supposed to be...a person with a stupid normal life or no life.

You only get to live once man. And I'm expected to grow up so quickly.
WHAT?!
I shall stop ranting cos I think the rants will get worse.
LOL.

chiong for waves. chiong for waves.
I'm shutting up cos of waves. If I shoot back, that's it man. No more waves for me.

我要变成宅女了！！


It feels like I'm probably going nowhere.
it totally kills me when I can't just have a life for a while.
stay home stay home.
OMG. hello?!
I supposed to be a teenager out having fun.. or just having a normal teenager life.
just chilling out or whatever.
and someone is asking me to be a 宅女!! even worse than that...I'm being nagged when watching Kaba Modern or 2pm on youtube.

AND YOU!!!
if you don't understand why does dance need training then you probably should just keep quiet.
"use the same training and do it at home lah"
WTH.
dance at home? for what??? the walls to see ah?
obviously people who don't understand dance or even sports...really are so... RAH.
that's why I don't like to talk about dance to you people.
Like y'all will ever understand.
My definition of dance is more than just moving your body to the music.

I really wish someone will just sponsor me to Korea and I'll just stay there.